IS HE REALLY MINE????

OKEY THIS PERSON UP HERE, IS ON MY TOP TEN BEST FRIENDS LIST......HERE A STORY ABOUT AND PERON THAT I USUALLY CALLED MR.X......

MR.X...NO HIS FATHER'S NAME IS NOT CENSORED DUH.....IT'S JUST THAT I KNOW HE HAVE PRIDE AND I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF HIS PRIDE....KK.

WHEN I WAS IN FORM ONE, I WAS DESPERATE,LONELY AND QUIET A JOKE....CAUSE I WAS DIFFRENT FROM EVERBODY ELSE.....FOR EXAMPLE I REALLY HATE FOOTBALL.....AND THE OTHER WILL SIMPLY SAY THAT I'AM A DRAG..JUST BECAUSE I HATE FOOTBALL...I MEAN C'MON GROW UP AND SHUT THE FUCKED UP......SO AS I WAS TRYING TO ADAPT TO THE NEW CULTURE OF HIGH SCHOOL...PIECE BY PIECE I MANAGE......AND UNTIL ONE DAY I NOTICE THIS PERSON WHO IS RADIANT AND LIGHT UP THE ENTIRE CLASS WITH HIS SMILE.....

WHEN I WAS IN FORM I WAS INNOCENT,SHY AND QUIET A TEACHER'S PET......AND YEAP THE OTHER MALE ESPECIALLY MALAY WHICH HALF THE CLASS IS..HATETED ME.....OTHER TEACHER PREFER ME BETTER .....I SAT BESIDE MY BEST BUD VIVINDREN AND THIRGU......AND I'M KEEP EVERYTHING TO MYSELF UNTILL AND DAY THEY SAY THAT WE HAVE TO AGAMA CLASS I WAS LIKE CRYING CAUSE I DO NOT KNOW ANY MALAY IN THIS CALSS AND I WAS LIKE HERE WE GO THE HATE AND PEOPLE WILL START TO TEASE ME JUST BECAUSE I'M ME....AS I WAS SITTING INTHE AGAMA CLASS AND WAITING FOR THE THEACHER I CAN SENSE TAHT EVERYBODY IS LOOKING AT ME WITH A CURIOUS FACE AS IF THEY SAY AN ALIEN OR WHATEVER!!!! SO THERE I WAS ALONE CAUSE NOBODY NO ME AND NOBODY WANT TO SIT NEXT TO ME......AFTER THE CLASS I CRY AND TELL VIVI AND THIRGU BOUT THE AWEFULNESS THING IN AGAMA CLASS AND VIVI AND THIRGU MAKE A SIMPLE JOKE THAT MAKE ME FORGET ALL THE THING.....LOVE THEM ALOT.......XOXOXOXOX.........SO THE NEXT DAY COME AND I WAS IN CLASS UNTILL I HAVE THE COURAGE TO TALK TO MR X WHICH IS A BIG STEP FOR M AND NOTE HE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I TALK IN CLASS AND I WAS OMG AND SHIT I HOPE HE RESPOND......THE CONVERSATION BEGIN LIKE THIS....

"HYE....."

HE SAID

"HYE" BACK...

A SIGN OF RELIEF...OCCUR.....

I WAS STUNT BY HIS RADIANT THAT I FORGET HAT I WNAT TO ASK HIM AND VIVI WAS TEHRE AND FINISH MY SENTENCES BY SAYING...

"HYE I'AM VIVI AND MY MONUMENT FRIENDS HERE IS YUSOF"

WE ARE GLAD TO MEET YOU AND I JUST NODDED....

IF U WERE THERE U COULD SEE WHY I STUNT FOR A GIGASECOND.....

AS TIME GOES BY I FINALLY HAVE THE ABILLITY TO SAY HAI TO ADIB WITHOUT AND STUNT AND THANK GOD FOR THAT....

AND BY THE MID-YEAR ME YUSOF HELMY HAVE ASK MR X TO BE MY BEST FRIENDS AND I KNOW U GUYZ MIGHT THINK THAT WHAT????......IF THEY WERE BEST FRIENDS THYE DO NOT HAVE TO SAY TO OTHER..OH WELL THAT'S UR'S STORY.....

SO I WENT TO HIM ON DAY AND ASK HIM THIS...

"HYE X HOW IS IT GOING"

"FINE THANX"

"LISTEN ADIN I REALLY LIKE YOU"

"NOT AS LIKE LIKE I WANT TO MARRIED YOU BUT LIKE U AS A PERSON"

AWKWARD MOMENT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN

"SO MR X WOULD YOU BE MY BEST FRIENDS"

AT THAT MOMENT I FELL AS I WAS ABOUT TO PUKE ALL OVER THE PLACE AND RUNAWAY TO CHINA......BUT I FACE WHAT HE ABOUT TO SAID.....

"OKEY"

HE SAID OKEY THANX GOD AND I CAN'T BELIVE I DIDN'T HAVE TO PUKE....

SO FROM THERE ONWARD WE BECAME BEST FRIENDS BUT AS A WRITTING AND NEVER AFFECTION......FORM 2 WAS VERY DIFFICULT.....BACAUSE VIVIA ND THIRGU WASN'T THERE TO SUPPORT ME AND MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WAS SAD BECAUSE THEY TRANSFER TO ANOTEHR SCHOOL WHY O WHY????????SO I HAVE TO FACE THE REAL LIFE WITH ADIB.....STARTING FORM FORM 2 I HATE HIM SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WHEN I ASK HIM TO SIT WITH ME AND HE PASS AND SIT WITH SOMEBODY ELSE......OMG I FELL LIKE PUNCHING AT HIS FACE AND JUST GIVE HIMA BIG SLAP UNTIL HE BECAME AS RED AS THE CHILLIES....BUT EVENTHOUGH I WAS THINKING ABOUT DOING THE THING THAT I JUST LIST BUT NEVER COULD DO IT BECAUSE ONE LOOK AT HIS FACE AND I WILL MELT AND THAT ISN'T JUST ME IT IS A FACT.......SO TIME GOES BY I'M STILL HIS BESTY BUD'S BUT THE THING IS HE JUST DO NOT NO THE MEANING OF BEST FRIENDS...I JUST WANT HIM TO CALL AND NOT BECAUSE HE WANT TO ASK FOR SOMETHING HYE ADIB I'M NOT UR HOLLABACK BOY!!!!!!! I'M JUST AIN'T........THEN IN FORM 3 A VERY SHOCKED THING HAPPEN TO ME......WHEN I WAS CALLING MR X TO SPREAD THE HOTTEST GOSSIP, HE START TO YAWN AND I JUST SCREAMED B'COZ HE DIDN'T LISTEN AND THEN HE CALL ME THE WORST THING EVER...

"YUSOF IN SIBUKLAH"

I CRIED WHEN HE SAID TAHT TO ME I WAS SHOCKED AND I CRIED LUCKLIY HE IS VERY GOOD AT SEDUCING PEOPLE INTO FORGIVING HIM.....THEN HE SAY TO ME BLAH,BLAH AND HE SAID THAT I WAS HIS BEST FRIENDS I WAS LIKE HALILLUJAH AND TAHNX GOD LOV YA CAUSE HE FINALLY SAY THAT WORD THAT I WANT TO HEAR...BUT EVENTHOUGH HE SAID THAT WORD I STILL HAVE THAT SATICFACTORY THAT I WANT IT......SO I KEEP SAYING TO MYSELF THAT DID HE SAID THAT TO ME BECAUSE HE MEANT IT OR I IS JUST TO PLEASE ME???????........UNTILL NOW THE QUESTION STILL REMAIN UNKNOWN.....BUT AT LEAST HE THOSE WORD RIGHT?????......WELL I GUESS TAHT ALL ABOUT DIS GUY......LUV HIM DEARLY AND I DON'T CARE IF PEOPLE MIGHT SAY I'AM GAY CAUSE I LOVE THIS BITCH ALOT.....LUV YA.....

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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