MY OPINION ABOUT A GUY NAMED SHE-D

DIS PERSON IN DIS PIC...WILL BE THE MOST FUN PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET...HE IS VERY ENERGETIC,FUN AND HAVE A VERY HIGH SELF-ESTEEM......HE WANT TO BE A MODEL WHICH I TOTALLY AGREED WITH HIM CAUSE HE GOT THE LOOK AND CHARM........

IF YOU ARE STRANDED IN AN ISLAND HE WILL BE MORE HELPFUL THAN ANYBODY ELSE.....HE GOT A LOT IN COMMON LIKE WE HATE THE SAME PERSON......HE IS VERY OUTGOING AND YOU WON'T GET SICK WITH HIM......

HE WILL POSES AS MANY AS HE CAN AND MAKE A VERY GOOD PIC PUT OF IT......HE HELPS ME ON ANYTHING THAT I NEEDED HELP WITH.....

HAND DOWN HE IS THE MOST FABULOUS PERSON TO BE WITH AND U NOT GONNA NEED ANYTHING JUST BE HIS FRIENDS BECAUSE HE IS VERY ACCEPTANCE.......ENOUGH SAY TAHT HE IS MINE MUHAHAHAHA......
LUV HIM....AS A FRIENDS.......SO THANX SHE-D......4 EVERYTHING......

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

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HE WS GIVEN THE NAMED NICK.....

ONCE A UPON A TIME THERE LIVED A KING AND A QUEEN WHO HAVE A BABY BOY NAMED Raja Mohammed Naqiuddin Shami Bin Raja Adam. AND U MIGHT BE WONDERING WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO WITH DIS PERSON.....WELL, NICK WHICH HE WAS GIVEN THE NAME.......IS MY BEST FRIENDS.........

IT ALL STARTED ON A SWIMMING POOL CAUSE HIS FATHER OWN A SWIMMING POOL WHERE I WENT FOR SWIMMING LESSON......WE CLICK AND BECAME BE ST BUD EVER SINCE UNTIL NOW........

A TRAGEDY HAPPEN WHEN WE ARE IN STANDARD 5 CAUSE NICK GO TO TRANSFER SCHOOL AND HOME CAUSE HIS FATHER WAS ILL......WE SEPARATED AND A PART OF ME WENT MISSING.....

RECENTLY WE TALK BUT THERE NO MORE FUN IN HIM....HE CHANGED........NOT JUST HE ASSUMED THAT I WAS GAY BUT THE THOUGHT IT SERIOUS KILL ME AND IT HURT THAT HE WILL THOUGHT THAT ABOUT ME.....

OUR RELATIONSHIP UNTIL KNOW STILL REMAIN UNKNOW...........NICK WHAT HAPPEN TO US???

XOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXO

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MY OPINION OF LOVE......

EVERYBODY HAVE A DIFFERENT OPINION ABOUT LOVE....4ME LOVE IS A SACRED THING CAN NOT BE BROKEN DOWN INTO PIECES.......LOVE DOESN'T CARE IF U ARE STRAIGHT,GAY,LESBIAN,BI OR ANYTHING ELSE......U ARE ALLOWED TO LOVE....AND PEOPLE DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER SAY CAUSE IF YOU CARE U WILL FELL MORE SELF-HATE OR EVEN U WILL FELL LONELY.........

ME MYSELF I HAVE A SAME EXPERIENCE.....MY FRIENDS WHO I WILL LEAVE ANONYMOUS...SAID THAT ONLY GAY PEOPLE WILL SAY LOVE TO THEIR MEN FRIENDS...I WILL ALWAYS SAY THAT IS TOTAL BULLSHIT..I MEAN JUST BECAUSE HE SAY LUV YA TO A MALE MEN AND PEOPLE START JUDGING HIM BY SAYING HE IS GAY...I MEAN THAT IS JUST DUMB......PEOPLE WE ARE LIVING IN A MULTI-ORRITATION LIFE HERE C'MON.....

AND I DON'T GET IT WHEN I'M WRITING THIS BLOG..PEOPLE MIGHT ASSUMED I'M GAY JUST BECAUSE I'M TOTALLY OPEN ABOUT MYSELF...WELL TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT WAY U CAN TO THE BLOODY HELL........PEOPLE SHOULD RESPECT EACH OTHER PERSONAL LIVES...IT'S VERY PRIVATE......AND NO I'M NOT GAY.......I'M JUST VERY OPEN-MINDED.......THAT WHAT KBK TOLD ME..THANX KBK.......

TO THE PEOPLE WHO AREN'T STRAIGHT....DO TAKE OFFENCE K......BE TRUE TO YOURSELF.......CAUSE IF YOU DON'T U WILL ALWAYS FELL INSECURE AND FELL VERY NEGATIVE ABOUT YOURSELF......

AND REMEMBER YOU DON'T HAVE A ORRITATION PROBLEM BUT THE PEOPLE HAVE A ORRITATION PROBLEM WITH YOU.....SO GO OUT THERE AND BE FREE....K.....LUV YA....

XOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXO

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I'M SO OVER YOU......MR.X.

HYE MR.X.......U KNOW WHO U ARE.......SO THAX FOR NOTHING.....AND I 'M SO OVER YOU.....I DON'T NEED U ANY LONGER AND U ARE NOT THE HALF THAT I HAVE TO HAVE SO THAT I CAN GO THROUGH MY DAY..NO MORE2 AND I DON'T NEED U ANYMORE......

U MIGHT ASK WHEN I ACT THIS WAY.....WELL IT ALL STARTED AT SCHOOL...EARLY IN THE MORNING SOMETHING JUST SAY THAT I DON'T NEED U ADN I FOLOW MY HEART AND NOT LET MY JUDGEMENT GET THE BEST OF ME......AND THEN IN A RELIGION CLASS WHEN THE TEACHER ASK WHO IS UR "FRIENDS" AND THEN U SAY U DON'T KNOW..I WAS FURIOUS AT FIRST AND THEN AS I THINK ABOUT IT AND I RELIAZE THAT U WASN'T GROW UP IN A SURROUNDING THAT PEOPLE CARE BOUT EACH OTHER...SO THAX FOR NOTHIN AND AND THANK GOD U MAKE ME REALIZE IT BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE......CAUSE HEAR THIS ,HEAR THIS I DON'T NEED FUCKIN MORE......I FINE AND WITH THIS OUR 'FRIENDSHIP' THAT I THOUGHT WE HAVE AND THEN WHEN I THINK BOUT IT,IT JUST A JOKE TO YOU AND FAIRY TALE TO ME THAT I WILL NEVER GONNA GET IS OVER......WE ARE THREW AND I WILL FORGET BOUT YOU..AND I WON'T BEEN HELPLESS AROUND YOU INSTEAD I WILL BE MORE ALIVE AND THANK GOD U'RE NOT MINE..SO BYE,BYE,BYE,BYE.......AND MR X.....U CAN GO AND FUCK URSELF 4 PLAYING ME AND I HOPE THAT IN TIME U WILL FIND SOMEBODY THAT SUIT U MORE THAN ME CAUSE I'M NOT RIGHT FOR YOU.......LIKE I SAY I FEEL ISOLATED AROUND YOU BUT I WILL NO LONGER FELL THAT ANYMORE...BECAUSE U ARE OUT OF MY LIFE AND I CURSED U SINCE THE YOU WERE BORN......HATE YOU AND LUV YA.......THANX FOR ALL THE SECRET AND LISTENING U DID...BUT I AM JUST NOT FOR YOU AND IN MY MIND AND HEART YOU ABSOLUTELY AIN'T FOR ME...CAUSE AFTER THIS I WON'T MELT AND WHATEVER AROUND YOU.......AND THANX FOR NOTHIN AND I WON'T GET OOC NEXT TIME I TALK OR EVEN SEE YOU...I WON'T GET EXICTED I MEET YOU AND I WON'T NOTHER U ANYMORE......HUH........MR X THANX FOR NOTHIN............

THANX FOR NOTHING.....

MARIAH CAREY-THANX 4 NOTHING.........

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohThanx for nothin'Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, ohYou were just playin' a gameI can't even know what to sayI've been hurt I've been playedAnd I'm so shamedI can't even cry it's that deepYou just lie and you cheatLike it's nothin'See you said that you loved me tooAnd so I trusted youBut I guess that subconciously I knewBut I didn't wanna face the truthThat I was only being usedAnd you was just frontin'Hey boy, thanx for nothin'I never knew enough about you babeAnd I guess I only have myself to blameNow I'm broken-hearted and shatteringCause you were just playin' a gameNothin' anyone could do to convince me babeI was livin' in a lie just a masqueradeNow I only know that I'll never be the sameBut you were just playin' a gameOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohThanx for nothin'Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, ohYou were just playin' a gameEvery day and every nightI stay by the phoneNever go no place so just in caseYou call I'll be homeSeems like what I do isThink about our pseudo romanceWhile you're somewhere burnin' dieselIn the streets havin' laughsSomebody say you know what I'm going thruYou been left with nothin' tooToo much you can't count on one handSinging 3,4,5,67 days a week you're drowning in tearsHe was so insincereNow you're layin' up in bedEvery night singingHey boy, thanx for nothin'I never knew enough about you babeAnd I guess I only have myself to blameNow I'm broken hearted and shatteringCause you were just playin' a gameNothin' anyone could to convince me babeI was living in a lie just a masqueradeNow I only know that I'll never be the sameBut you were just playin' a gameOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohSo thanx for nothin'Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohOh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohSo thanx for nothin'

A STORY BOUT A GURL CALLED PETITE.....

IN MY CLASS THERE'S THIS PARTICULAR GURL.....SHE WAS NAMED SITI NURASHIKA BINTI TUT-TUT-TUT.......SHE IS SO SWEET,FUNKY,COOL KADANG2 TERLEBIH EXCITED...HAHAHAHA...JUST KIDDING........

RECENTLY SHE BROKE WITH HER BOY-FRIENDS...AAAAAWWWWW.....SHIQA JGN SEDIH TAW...U ARE A FABOLOUS GURL AND U CAN FIND A MAN ANYTIME U WANT AND PLEASE DON'T EXCHANGE SCHOOL CAUSE I WILL MISS YOU TO DEATH AND NOBODY I CAN SHARE MY GOSSIP WITH.....

O YA ONCE SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE IS A VIRGIN........SO A HIP-HIP HURRAY TO RASHIQA CAUSE SHE HAVEN'T HAVE SEX YET..I MEAN WHO HAVE SEX IN SUCH A EARLY AGE RIGHT?????? DUH......

I ONCE HEARD A RUMORS THAT SHE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH OUR CLASSMATES, ADIB .....WHEN I HEARD THE RUMORS APART OF ME JUST WANT TO LAUGH BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SO RIGHT FOR EASCH OTHER!!!!!!!.....IF THEY GET MARRIED I JUST HAVE ONLY ONE THING TO SAY THAT MAY THEIR MARRIED LAST FOR ETERNITY......
SO RASHIQA ARE U HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH ADIB?????

APART FORM BEING THE KANAK2 CERIA IN CLASS SHE ALSO HAVE HER MOMENT OF SAD AND ANGRY + ETC.......I MEAN WHEN SHE HAVE HER GIRL THING SHE WILL GET REALLY MAD AND I MEAN REALLY........ANYHOW I STILL LUV THAT GIRL....DAMN....

THE CONCLUSION OF WHAT I'M WRITING IS THAT SHE MIGHT BE HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH ADIB....THAT SHE IS F*KIN AWESOME FOR A PERSON AND VERY SAINT ...EEEMMMM YEKE EKH??.......K WHATEVER IT IS I STILL THAT BITCH AND FRIENDS FOR LIFE K...SO GURL IF U READ THIS POST DON'T BE AFFRAID TO TELL ME THE TRUTH NEXT TIME K...LUV YA.....

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXO

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IS HE REALLY MINE????

OKEY THIS PERSON UP HERE, IS ON MY TOP TEN BEST FRIENDS LIST......HERE A STORY ABOUT AND PERON THAT I USUALLY CALLED MR.X......

MR.X...NO HIS FATHER'S NAME IS NOT CENSORED DUH.....IT'S JUST THAT I KNOW HE HAVE PRIDE AND I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF HIS PRIDE....KK.

WHEN I WAS IN FORM ONE, I WAS DESPERATE,LONELY AND QUIET A JOKE....CAUSE I WAS DIFFRENT FROM EVERBODY ELSE.....FOR EXAMPLE I REALLY HATE FOOTBALL.....AND THE OTHER WILL SIMPLY SAY THAT I'AM A DRAG..JUST BECAUSE I HATE FOOTBALL...I MEAN C'MON GROW UP AND SHUT THE FUCKED UP......SO AS I WAS TRYING TO ADAPT TO THE NEW CULTURE OF HIGH SCHOOL...PIECE BY PIECE I MANAGE......AND UNTIL ONE DAY I NOTICE THIS PERSON WHO IS RADIANT AND LIGHT UP THE ENTIRE CLASS WITH HIS SMILE.....

WHEN I WAS IN FORM I WAS INNOCENT,SHY AND QUIET A TEACHER'S PET......AND YEAP THE OTHER MALE ESPECIALLY MALAY WHICH HALF THE CLASS IS..HATETED ME.....OTHER TEACHER PREFER ME BETTER .....I SAT BESIDE MY BEST BUD VIVINDREN AND THIRGU......AND I'M KEEP EVERYTHING TO MYSELF UNTILL AND DAY THEY SAY THAT WE HAVE TO AGAMA CLASS I WAS LIKE CRYING CAUSE I DO NOT KNOW ANY MALAY IN THIS CALSS AND I WAS LIKE HERE WE GO THE HATE AND PEOPLE WILL START TO TEASE ME JUST BECAUSE I'M ME....AS I WAS SITTING INTHE AGAMA CLASS AND WAITING FOR THE THEACHER I CAN SENSE TAHT EVERYBODY IS LOOKING AT ME WITH A CURIOUS FACE AS IF THEY SAY AN ALIEN OR WHATEVER!!!! SO THERE I WAS ALONE CAUSE NOBODY NO ME AND NOBODY WANT TO SIT NEXT TO ME......AFTER THE CLASS I CRY AND TELL VIVI AND THIRGU BOUT THE AWEFULNESS THING IN AGAMA CLASS AND VIVI AND THIRGU MAKE A SIMPLE JOKE THAT MAKE ME FORGET ALL THE THING.....LOVE THEM ALOT.......XOXOXOXOX.........SO THE NEXT DAY COME AND I WAS IN CLASS UNTILL I HAVE THE COURAGE TO TALK TO MR X WHICH IS A BIG STEP FOR M AND NOTE HE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I TALK IN CLASS AND I WAS OMG AND SHIT I HOPE HE RESPOND......THE CONVERSATION BEGIN LIKE THIS....

"HYE....."

HE SAID

"HYE" BACK...

A SIGN OF RELIEF...OCCUR.....

I WAS STUNT BY HIS RADIANT THAT I FORGET HAT I WNAT TO ASK HIM AND VIVI WAS TEHRE AND FINISH MY SENTENCES BY SAYING...

"HYE I'AM VIVI AND MY MONUMENT FRIENDS HERE IS YUSOF"

WE ARE GLAD TO MEET YOU AND I JUST NODDED....

IF U WERE THERE U COULD SEE WHY I STUNT FOR A GIGASECOND.....

AS TIME GOES BY I FINALLY HAVE THE ABILLITY TO SAY HAI TO ADIB WITHOUT AND STUNT AND THANK GOD FOR THAT....

AND BY THE MID-YEAR ME YUSOF HELMY HAVE ASK MR X TO BE MY BEST FRIENDS AND I KNOW U GUYZ MIGHT THINK THAT WHAT????......IF THEY WERE BEST FRIENDS THYE DO NOT HAVE TO SAY TO OTHER..OH WELL THAT'S UR'S STORY.....

SO I WENT TO HIM ON DAY AND ASK HIM THIS...

"HYE X HOW IS IT GOING"

"FINE THANX"

"LISTEN ADIN I REALLY LIKE YOU"

"NOT AS LIKE LIKE I WANT TO MARRIED YOU BUT LIKE U AS A PERSON"

AWKWARD MOMENT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN

"SO MR X WOULD YOU BE MY BEST FRIENDS"

AT THAT MOMENT I FELL AS I WAS ABOUT TO PUKE ALL OVER THE PLACE AND RUNAWAY TO CHINA......BUT I FACE WHAT HE ABOUT TO SAID.....

"OKEY"

HE SAID OKEY THANX GOD AND I CAN'T BELIVE I DIDN'T HAVE TO PUKE....

SO FROM THERE ONWARD WE BECAME BEST FRIENDS BUT AS A WRITTING AND NEVER AFFECTION......FORM 2 WAS VERY DIFFICULT.....BACAUSE VIVIA ND THIRGU WASN'T THERE TO SUPPORT ME AND MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WAS SAD BECAUSE THEY TRANSFER TO ANOTEHR SCHOOL WHY O WHY????????SO I HAVE TO FACE THE REAL LIFE WITH ADIB.....STARTING FORM FORM 2 I HATE HIM SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WHEN I ASK HIM TO SIT WITH ME AND HE PASS AND SIT WITH SOMEBODY ELSE......OMG I FELL LIKE PUNCHING AT HIS FACE AND JUST GIVE HIMA BIG SLAP UNTIL HE BECAME AS RED AS THE CHILLIES....BUT EVENTHOUGH I WAS THINKING ABOUT DOING THE THING THAT I JUST LIST BUT NEVER COULD DO IT BECAUSE ONE LOOK AT HIS FACE AND I WILL MELT AND THAT ISN'T JUST ME IT IS A FACT.......SO TIME GOES BY I'M STILL HIS BESTY BUD'S BUT THE THING IS HE JUST DO NOT NO THE MEANING OF BEST FRIENDS...I JUST WANT HIM TO CALL AND NOT BECAUSE HE WANT TO ASK FOR SOMETHING HYE ADIB I'M NOT UR HOLLABACK BOY!!!!!!! I'M JUST AIN'T........THEN IN FORM 3 A VERY SHOCKED THING HAPPEN TO ME......WHEN I WAS CALLING MR X TO SPREAD THE HOTTEST GOSSIP, HE START TO YAWN AND I JUST SCREAMED B'COZ HE DIDN'T LISTEN AND THEN HE CALL ME THE WORST THING EVER...

"YUSOF IN SIBUKLAH"

I CRIED WHEN HE SAID TAHT TO ME I WAS SHOCKED AND I CRIED LUCKLIY HE IS VERY GOOD AT SEDUCING PEOPLE INTO FORGIVING HIM.....THEN HE SAY TO ME BLAH,BLAH AND HE SAID THAT I WAS HIS BEST FRIENDS I WAS LIKE HALILLUJAH AND TAHNX GOD LOV YA CAUSE HE FINALLY SAY THAT WORD THAT I WANT TO HEAR...BUT EVENTHOUGH HE SAID THAT WORD I STILL HAVE THAT SATICFACTORY THAT I WANT IT......SO I KEEP SAYING TO MYSELF THAT DID HE SAID THAT TO ME BECAUSE HE MEANT IT OR I IS JUST TO PLEASE ME???????........UNTILL NOW THE QUESTION STILL REMAIN UNKNOWN.....BUT AT LEAST HE THOSE WORD RIGHT?????......WELL I GUESS TAHT ALL ABOUT DIS GUY......LUV HIM DEARLY AND I DON'T CARE IF PEOPLE MIGHT SAY I'AM GAY CAUSE I LOVE THIS BITCH ALOT.....LUV YA.....

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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